The day of the Lord is on the way, the day when destruction comes. How terrible that day will be! I watch as my soul disappears before my very eyes. There is no joyful celebrations in my secret place. The seeds die in the parched land of my soul, the grain crops fail. The barns and granaries stand empty and abandoned. How my soul moans with hunger! My heart wanders about confused because there is no pasture for it. My spirit bleats in misery.
Lord, help me! The fire has consumed my heart and burned my spirit. Even my soul cries out to You because it has no water to drink. The streams have dried up, and fire has consumed the pastures.
My Love
My Darling
My close companion
The one I cheated on...The one I cheat on
I sleep around on you
I leave your bed in the morning, kissing you goodbye with my sweet words
I walk out your door and climb into the bed of your enemies
I tell them I love them
I tell them I'm theirs, all theirs to have anyway they please
Bitterly they ravage my soul
They take out their anger towards you on me
They use me to get to you
And I allow them
I allow them to have their way with me
In the mornings I return to you
I climb into your bed smelling of death
Stinking to high heaven I lay next to you
Breathing upon your chest, feeling your chest rise and fall with every breath you take
Beaten and bloody I speak words, Words I think you'll want to hear
You hold me even when I cannot feel your arms around me
You forgive me even when I come back smelling of garbage
But my heart is weak and its walls are deceiving
They appear strong and secure but they are weak and crumbling
You know this
You know the state of my being
And you still refuse to break through and capture my heart
You'll wait until I give it to you
You'll love me
You'll pursue me
You'll remain captivated by my beauty
You'll wait patiently outside my walls
Waiting for me heart
Waiting for my heart
Waiting for my heart
Why can I not Love You Purely back?
Why must I abuse you?
Why must I cheat on you?
Tell me how to love you the way I should
Show me the way to be right
Show me the way I should live
How I should pursue you
How I should love You.
Forgive my wandering
Forgive my whoring around
Forgive my dirty rags and make me clean
white as snow and passionately in love with you
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