You hurt me. You did something wrong. You acted on your own. You caused me pain.
You screwed things up and made a mess of my life. I was forced to change who I am because of my pain. I was forced to overcompensate. I was forced to hate you, to not forgive you, to be bitter towards you. It was your fault. it was your fault. It was your fault.
Where did my senses go? I can't see what I used to see. I can't smell what I used to smell. I don't look the same anymore. I can't taste what I used to taste. For some reason I become angry at the traffic light taking too long. What's the matter with that traffic light? Doesn't it know that I am in a hurry?! I hate that traffic light!
What you did changed who I am, it changed who I've become. It's your fault. it's your fault. It's your fault.
Hello, My name is john. Nice to meet you. Let me tell you about who I am. I used to be wonderful, pleasant, and peaceful. but then this person did something that hurt me. Now my life is forever ruined. I can't be the same person I used to be. I'm different now, All because of the situation. It's their fault. It's their fault. it's their fault.
I can't move on. I can't move forward in life. I'm stuck. What's wrong with me? Why can't I change? Why can't I get away? It's their fault. it's their fault. It's their fault.
I suppose I should move on with life. It's been awhile. But they hurt me. They changed me. I didn't do anything wrong. I was being good. I was just living my life. They messed things up, Not me. I can't forget what they did. I have to continue on this path of who I am now. I can't go back. I can't forget. I won't forget. It's their fault. it's their fault. It's their fault.
I'm broken. I don't want to forgive. I don't want to move on. If I move on they'll get away with they did to me. Why can't everyone see the truth? If I forget what they did they'll just do it again. I have to remember, I have to remember, I have to remember.
It's not my fault. It's not my fault. It's not my fault.
I'm alone. I'm scared. I think I need to move on. I think it's time to forgive. I think it's time. I think I should call them. I think my heart is ready. I think it's almost over. I can feel it. I can sense it. I know it's there. It's real. It's true. I need to forgive them. I need them to forgive me. I need to forgive me. I was wrong. I was bitter. I let this carry on for too long. I did this. I did this. I did this.
I forgive myself. I forgive myself. I forgive myself.
I forgive them. I forgive them. I forgive them.
It's forgotten. It's forgotten. It's forgotten.
M.O.V.E. O.N.
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